alpha and omega pack? youre freaking kidding me. okay, lets get right to it, jordans dad gets killed (rumored and basically tied to his gambling addiction) jordan retires, nike freaks out, the ix is in production, they think, hmm, unc is still a great ncaa bball school, lets do a carolina tribute to the ix (which still has never been retroed and must be) so, we have the carolina theory and colorway… nike then makes a “replica” authentic jordan unc jersey (embroidered was wrong, screen print as in 2000 retro jersey) so they retro jordan 1-3… base the ix around mj in his hof baseball career (obvious sarcasm) all to keep the ship afloat (other markets were still strong, but basketball is nikes foundation)

so michael returns… pippen and reggie miller wore the x until mr. 45 comes back. carolina in almost every jordan and team jordan after ix. lets fast forward to 2000, nike, under the cover name jordan brand releases a full replica outfit of jordans 1982 unc ncaa championship team, they did the uniform justice, i was pleased, but then thought “what the hell can i wear these with, jordan wore dr. j converse all stars” 2002-2003 – nike buys out converse, well, they didnt destroy the brand (wade) so adidas mustve taken notes when taking reebok (iverson and nfl uni’s) and nike has retroed all kinds of weapons, even magics pair, hell, even the low top. (1987 – bird vs. magic “choose your weapon” search google) so converse obviouslly inst going anywhere, so lets get to the alpha and omega.

so thinking about an alpha and omega pack, why the hell doesnt nike make alpha the converse, and the correct (short shorts people) uniform? and the omega would be some variation of the xviii (18) since he played his last pro ball in them. nike had the rights to his uniform of select nba teams in 2003 (bulls, lakers, celtics, raptors, but super most important the wizards) weird time in the nba, many different companies making on court authentics or pro-cuts) so nike shouldve done this years ago, when they still had production rights (see their last stand with the jordan tribute jersey series of swingmans and authentics?) the alpha and omega should be a full package of the converse mj wore, his unc uni, and the xviii, and his wizards or even bullets retro throwback (jordans last year was nikes busiest jersey production and sales year, they over over raped the masses of swingmans, authentics, and pro-cuts, then the bullets hwc “hardwood nights classics” jersey- there was a HUGE buzz in 2003)

so when everyone buys in to any more crap packs or any new jb products, gossip, or just bs that gentry humphrey dumps out, at least have the history to decide if you want to be just another dazed consumer. nike needed to do this in 2003-04. its that simple. also then realize why it took 3 years to sell the embroidered rookie jordan jersey. nba store may still have some for 49.99

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this all started in late may when we got a lot of dough, so here we arethe 10th of july, alot of shit to show, but ill wait it out to see whats all staying and not being resold, shooting the dvd has been fucking awesome, lenor has made life so comfortable to a level beyond anything i ever expected. i love that gal. i just wanted to check in, ima go play with my kidrobot toys and new shoes on the daily.

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okay, this is a truthful story, in the truest form of trues, it took 20-some years to find god and salvation, but, it can be obtained easily by following these steps, or just finding your own path and religion, you decide. leaders, go lead somewhere, followers, come on, i got some brainwashing to do.

i woke up a 23 year old boy, realizing i had a psycho wife, and newly born child, fuck, she went in a mental ward a month after we had him, and i had to fight off her crazy ass dad (also a) AA 20 yr. dry drunk blue collar guitar playing christian, and a whole “white man christian court system” against me, my kid has disibillities, i dealt with that fine, he called county workers, they came over, i did great, while all of this bullshit is going on, the wife gives up custody, and fucks shit up badly in court, well here i am, 24 by then, and just scared to be alive, not knowing how much longer i had to hold on to my beloved son augustus. everyone needs to understand this, i was a brainwashed working class sinner, one that would go to chuch ( a spanish speaking one at that) leaning on the benches just crying, and begging in my head to god to forgive me for everything from swearing, to basiclly breathing. i was working 70 hour weeks, seeing a wife at a state commited hospital, and staying as sober as sober could get, i thought i was doing everything wrong, when in a modern mans eyes, i was doing everything correct and polite even. keep in mind, this is pre to early to earliest media2017 days…

so…

fast-forward to me losing a child, hiding out in a small town in minnesota to have my mother lick my wounds, i was starting to see my reality and religion slipping away at a vast pace. i started seeing life for what it really was… a man eat man, elite hierarchy of society hidden away in symbolic tradtions and ceremonies, brainwashed sheeple being replaced by knownots, and the five percent nation of islam kicking in, what a time, i went into mental wards, acted out, did anything i could to destroy the thought i could do anything by myself, and then, there it really was, i could do anything i wanted…

they gave me a huge ass social security check in 2004, year i was declared retarded, cool. im starting to realize, im actually god, and i should be worshipping my own self, mom called me christ at the teen years, so ill stick with that. sitting in a small town on medications for a few racist redneck months, making an occasional video or three to pass time, when i finally get the money in my hand, decision time.. now, lets go meet this girl that seems capible of putting up with this outward side of me thats in effect, so i fly out to norcal, LENOR, woah, i gotta take this one back to mom, did it, found so much fucking religion out west, i realized i was the priest, fucked up my back seriouslly bad bad bad (3 surgeries motherfuckers) found a home back amoungst media2017 brotherhood. well…

everything was good until she started slipping up, physical pain makes sense, as i see myself having to have some sacrifice, i made a horrible mistake shipping lenor out, and trading her in for anyones worst nightmare “nothing else to be said here” except dana cleaning up blood with toilet paper off the bathroom floor from a mistake slashing her arms up and down with razor blades..

so, im lucky enough to trade back for my #1 draft pick, she even looks like me yall. were trying to finish 26 different dvds for the summer camp 2007 sleepover tour, burn actual money, and stay this good.

so, i found god by realizing that if i worship anything, ill believe in it, so worship yourself, and youll find success, stay true to the ones that love you the most, collect everything (even $800 tenis shoes that will never be worn, and have 500+ pairs…) do as much as you possibly can, and stay good and great to your own self…

anything other than self god is fraud, until i can prove otherwise…

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to betray another in my opinion is to do something to try and destroy pride and break ones character, betrayal is a weakness within, almost a tradition. a true lack of self respect and loyalty.

whenever i have been betrayed in my life i have tried to understand why. what did i ever do to deserve that betrayal? im no angel, but i honestly feel in many of the times of deciept and betrayal throughout my life are not directly of my doing in every single instance. if you can betray someone beloved or sacred numerous times while the person being betrayed is being worshiped, you are a truly weak soul with no self respect, genuine confidence, and a huge lack of character, maybe even a lifetime chip on the shoulder or the worlds against me complex, who knows what each soul indivually feels or thinks when they do such acts. those acts can scar a man to the point of insanity or just stripping a man of his individual pride. sometimes these actions may be life long events that never heal, or a question unanswered, but the point here truly is, that loyalty is religion. loyalty is my genuine religion, and i will die with that as my word, when it comes down to it, we only have our word. love is debatable, but our own individual genuine truth is bulletproof. ive given as much as ive taken, maybe not, karma is as hard to understand as life is to me, thats why i think our lives are “karma”. we all get what we give, admitted or not, i just hate having a word to relate it to. language is so destructive to me, thats why i stand by my word, for it is the most leathal weapon and shield we all each have to defend ourselves.


wow. what a fucking day, being sober is just another dimension, one of clarity that i have missed for so long, its almost as if i intended to destroy my own clarity, looking back on the past 13 months, id say im exactlly correct. i really did dilute my soul with toxic thoughts and a chaotic lifestyle, time to reaccess myself and see what besides clarity i am missing. help me out if you can, my head is so full of questions, not one single answer. i just want to be true to everyone, even demons that may sleep amoungst my nest, do as they say, not as they do i guess. those who have caused me turmoil already have it upon them, thats why its amplified towards me. i can recognize that from my own shallow way of thinking, but when youre the one who has been betrayed, there are no worries, just find an answer in whatever event or events that caused that betrayal, and know some form of divine justice will come back at some point to that certain individual. maybe thats the masochist in all of us were scared to face or admit.

here –

masochist

1. The deriving of sexual gratification, or the tendency to derive sexual gratification, from being physically or emotionally abused.

2. The deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from being humiliated or mistreated, either by another or by oneself.

3. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences

if you ever hurt me or anyone, its coming for your ass. i am no different, but as of now, i have zero appology.




to all of those who love me, thank you so much.

to all those who dont, thank you so little.

sleepy. ah, finally.

-christ.

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for the odder, the father of a gardener, or was it a carpenter? all i remember it was late in september, i hated november, couldnt wait till december, seemed like forever is just never let her get furs. selfless selfish shellfish on a shelf list for christmas. all you pythons with your life gone, shame me away? fuck that, ill come back anyways, on the seventh day, known this way. mommys fragile little facist cant seem to get past this, antiquity is divinity, solar trinity is my own sovereign entity to battle thy enemy, i have a friend in me, i asked her for less envy, shes a bottom feeder, steals energy and then she cuts and shes a attention bleeder. at least someone payed attention for her worthless cries for help, she was numb, never felt, she left a trail of hell bent, stolen things back shes lent. pathetic was her rhetoric, shes anorexic, maybe even platic dramatic and spastic, just a watered down low-self esteem dream team queen cokehead fiend who cant fit in the scene acting 12 or 13, so mean, not even lean, just bones under her flesh suit, she faked when she ate fruit, how stupid, she would just go and puke it.

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i am a leader, always have been, always will be. i simply know what i dont know lets put it that way. i will say however, that we are being led into pandoras box with no answers at all about anything about any nature whatsoever. i want all of us to stand up against everything weve ever been told, as it is just simply a world of lies. this is never acceptable ever. we need answers to know whats hidden. remember that there are no secret societies, just a society full of secrets, a freemason told me that. just trust in me and know that i will never never never lie to you or anyone, we must remain loyal amongst ourselves in order to retain order and to be loyal to everyone involved. trust is a priceless virtue that we all need to uphold, after all all we have is our word. our word is our bond. really, were being fucked into obliteration right now, time is running short, we all need to chain together and network so we can see the unseen truth.  these resources we have will be taken away in time, soon in my honest opinion. so we must utilize it as much as possible so we can stay sovereign. please join in, and sign up. we are all one entity, lets throw away any difference, and look beyond tomorrow, not just for once, for forever. its fucking war motherfuckers.

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im a young man, learning that there is even more questions behind each answer, i look back upon my self, and sometimes feel ashamed, but the experience i have earned made it all worth it. i know i dont know much, the age of revealing (mayian) is here, and i am watching this world unravel at sonar speed, im just trying to not stare down at my feet to long, so i cant enjoy the moment, and look to that end. im just a man.

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every where i look and see businesses or logos all i see is sacred symbols on everything i see, all of it tying back to the old world. its funny because i know certain astrological signs are used more often durin cretain times of the year. mcdonalds is the rams horns of aries, red and yellow and attraction and power, i know all fast food places use red and yellow, i just dont know why. ive been studying this for oer a year, and i can say as an artist, i want to use the moodras for my own work. i just have no idea about the origin, or cause for why we are being fed this subserviant bullshit.

out of all the companies here in the us, products definetly included, are the names of things we dont even know what they mean, or what the name came from?

think about that shit.

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and yes im talking about molicules and particles forming our reality or dimension in any form whatsoever. all i know is that i dont know anything, i dont believe anything around me, what im told, anything. realitys a tricky thing when you read BEHIND the lines, not in between them. there is no “mid-life crisis” is all life crisis, we dont even knoe anything besides our own material lust and personal desires. im definetlly no fucking better, i just want to understand whats at the top of the top top top pyramid. guess ive been watching too much michael tsarion on pills. hah. someone just give me some form of answer or reply and try and explain any form of being or existance. ive got 10 (ten) currency bills saying you cant do it without metaphor.

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lets start by me saying this, we are all multi-dimensional enitity spirt connected to everything around us, if there are people you have forms of negative judgments against, that is fine, it may be a quality you have and regoconize in anothers aura, it may not. you must understand however that people ar still inter-dimensionally connected to you, who you are, what you do, and your future. these souls may very well have something to do with us gaining experience, and what makes us ourselves through experience and gives us a identity. i by no means am saying my experiences or thoughts are more focused and i have any amount more wisdom than you. you can take a cab, city bus, bike, or walk even. just understand that we at some point will all be on our knees getting incinerated meeting our maker shouting out mom, dad, or god, or some form of diety or idol worship. we are what has happened to us and vice versa. duh. we all should start practicing on being and not doing. really think about that.

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