Andy Christ – Son of God…

take before bedtime.

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Category: lefty. Dreams and the Supernatural

destruct is on auto. were stuck on that hollow. shook ones follow. most high? hopes dry. folks die. choke on why. oasis is purgitory. your basis is territory. my makeshift is priority. that raise is manditory. my praise is harmony. that fate is testimony. fear my sounds heard. in gear to understand the word. give away to live all day. abandonded to replay. i give back, not good enough. i stop to attack. thats like saying hip hop is abstract kids in backpacks. snap. crack. bang. spit slang sounds plain. snakes on a train. cakes on insane. mistake forms blame. cn i complain about shame? pain fucks with me when it rains. disorder out of chaos, the border of payoffs. the shorther version of the playoffs. the way we walk isnt real, the things i talk are not how i feel. dead fetus found, rebirth thrown to the hounds, burried in a compound. david koresh knew it best, religion is a mess, refined sheep test. bulletproof vest. the truths so ugly she turns me on, the bruise is so funny, it burns me wrong. i dont know that song, 7 minutes is so long. we pray to god, we pay the fraud. i know the law. show the saw. divinity is raw. trinity is a claw. learn the destiny. burns the rest of me. fire turns that recipie. free fresh compact. flee much less contact. dont sign that contrct. conflict to a convict. lets go to church. praise the sunburst. solar bratwust. sonar outburst. solar church.

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(drums kick in)

im too weak to explain what i think is pain, never would i relish being selfish standing in the rain. for everything ive wanted to change. its been rearranged for me. your giving is so ahead of my forgiving. the divine goddess in you is refined modest. you gave me an interpol when i almost fell in that hole, i gave you a pellician city for shelter when the weathers shitty. things just go so fast, i was there when you crashed, we have been together while thrashed apart, so obviouslly its just a new start. together rebuilding is our heart. when i always say “i wanna die”
do i mean it? when you care and i have no reply. its like a lease on life we all must re-sign. im strong, no matter how this feels so long. no matter who is or isnt wrong.

i look to the sunrise of the east now. i try to cleanse my mind to kill the beasts it lies behind. i lay in bed and cry. i feel dead or like i will die. subtle reminders always keep me on you, i shuffle the blinders to keep the sun in my eye, to know we are chosen few. id give you as much time as you need, id live through the line indeed.

this really is nothing of what you might think its about. do your homework.

rain on me motherfucker.

addict.

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this is how i give just to live. forgive me for being sensitive. one sweet dream is a black nightmare to scare who cares. i dont even understand why humans exist, we rather live, war, die or perrish. sacred hidden forbidden knowledge is in no college. is it pindar or baphomet? either way, both ive been met. to even feel upset is just shamed regret. we are god. not this fraud. understand when i lend a hand, i want to cleanse this land. forbidden in the scrolls. our legacy unfolds to behold. yesterday life was full of games to play. now i need a place to hide away. bomb shelters those wont work. helter skelter. game over rover. were getting slower. you better pull that off the shelf before 2012. blue apples taste like a few snapples. know that role before you jump in a wormhole. stargate is no longer a far day. our fate could be photoned away. anyway. another day.youre not that bad. no pity for you being sad. ive seen plenty worse. and where you gonna be december twenty first?

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Current mood: empty.

i have not been the best man that i am capible of. i want to give her more, more pure sincere caring, loving energy. i want to be better to her as never have been. my heart is open, shes so far away, i dream of waking up with her beside ne, omitting energy, fairnones. she deserves more. she is such a great woman, our love is so strong. if she loves me as much as she claims, she will show me. i know ive made a million mistakes, i have to man up and accept that. possibly i dont even realize the damage ive caused. i have to change me so much, and really analyze what ive been doing, and what she is missing,

shes my other half, the completion of me, who i am, and what she is to me. i awake everyday for her, i lay down to rest and sleep, to be next to her.

this is so hard, i just want my faith to be restored, torn heart syndrome.

i am alive guys, you can contact me or call, email, something.

i love everybody.

-andy christ.

Currently listening : Bazooka Tooth By Aesop Rock Release date: By 23 September, 2003

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i stay awake and shiver and shake. my god bones damn ache. i look left she made a mistake. i look at whats left, i must take. im under the planet venus, she gave me rebirth like a phoenix. if i break, she could fix. broken, left a crucifix. i arive, beyond my past life. she walks, i burn in talks. prophecy? i lost the lottery. for what ive been shown, please just walk me home. i wish to be alone. prone to the drone factor, maybe im a bad actor. disrupt my static and order, wish i was older, less colder. my mistake please take me back. back from panic attacks and thoughts of a morbid black. i miss her, but she never left. im broke from her theft. i kill my pride. die inside. only in her i ever confide. my mistake was to lay there awake. demons control this world. time is my girl. she gave me the gift to pass, mistakes will last, forever silence will be cast. thought i was brave. everything i gave. oh i better behave. i forgot i am a 1984 slave.
 

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In more modern times the Roman Church has consolidated power and recovered lost assets by way of its advantageous, if scandalous, political pacts, its aggressive global investments, and its secret alliances with American and European corporations. From its birth during the reign of Constantine and Theodosius, it took centuries for the Vatican to amass its vast fortunes. Since the Second World War, however, that same wealth has been dwarfed into insignificance by those from global corporate investments and involvement in the economy of the United States of America.

The Vatican’s move into corporate investment developed around 1920, during the wars of revolution in Mexico, when patriots stripped the Vatican of its temporal rights and possessions, returning them to the people. Desperate as to their situation the Vatican attempted to warn and spur the American government to suppress the rebellion. The attempts of the Vatican to incite war between Mexico and America failed due to the intervention of President Theodore Roosevelt. Nevertheless, the Vatican attempted to arrange the assassination of the new Mexican president and succeeded in inciting massacres to destabilize the country. They worked closely with the many American corporations who were already exploiting Mexico and South America and sought to be awarded financial dominion over the country which had dramatically reduced their legal and territorial hegemony. The alliances with super-capitalist forces was strengthened after the rise of Bolshevism which threatened both big money interests and the power of the Church. As Avro Manhattan reminds us it is not by accident that the phenomenon of Fascism just happened to arise in the capital city of Italy next door to St. Peter’s Square. Yes, the forces of international Communism were a major threat both to the Capitalists and to Christianity. After all, the Russian Orthodox Church had been decimated by Lenin’s gang of atheists and so the future did not look good for the Vatican’s version of Christianity. Even though they were thoroughly elated by their age old enemies, the Orthodox Church of Russia (with whom they had been at war since the 11th Century), the Vatican’s glee was accompanied by a pang of apprehension regarding their own fate. What would happen if this radical powerful movement, which appeared to honor not kings, popes, or gods, were to gain a world of converts? After all, there were a lot of impoverished and disgruntled people in the world taking to this new ideology. A lot of intellectuals were leaving the Church to join the Illuminati and many, inspired by Communist ideology, were predicting the end of religion.

After their campaign of infiltration came to an end the Vatican/Soviet conspiracy ended and the former immediately began backing Italy’s new president, the Fascist dictator Benito Mussolini, forming a Fascist/Catholic agreement, ratified in the so-called “Lateran Treaty” of 1929. It was a most profitable deal since Mussolini restored to the Church its Papal States (Vatican City) which it has lost to Italian nationalists in September of 1870. In one stroke the dictator re-established the sovereign power of the Vatican. His action allowed the Vatican to grow more powerful than it had ever been, to regain lost wealth and status and to move toward corporate domination of the world which had the audacity to defy its authority, via revolution and war (American, French and Spanish-American), by Romanticism, and Naturalism (Blake, Shelley, Wordsworth), and by Communism and Atheism.

Following the Lateran Treaty of February 1929, the then reigning Pope, Pius XI, set up a special agency to administer the 100 million dollars which Fascist Italy had put into Vatican coffers…Mussolini had agreed to exempt most of the Vatican’s investments from taxation, thus indirectly adding more millions to those already received - Avro Manhattan

Physically the Vatican had been reduced to the tiniest state in the world – an independent ecclesiastical machine and working theocracy poised on a speck of dust. The sum she received, although seemingly a large one, was small in view of the thousands of square miles she had to surrender. Yet the millions she got as “compensation” were the seeds of the billions she was to collect in the following decades. She had almost discarded her traditional ways of collecting the riches of this earth; from now on she would multiply her millions in the same ways as contemporary society – that is, she was going to beat the great industrial and financial concerns, trusts and corporations of the world at their own game…The years 1929-30, therefore, became a milestone in the annals of the Catholic Church, for if the Lateran Treaty closed an era, it also simultaneously opened another. It was the beginning of a period when the wealth of the future would surpass beyond imagination the riches of the past – Avro Manhattan

Long before Mussolini was even born, back in the 1800s, the Vatican had already formed its own banks: the Bank of the Holy Spirit and the Bank of Rome. Additionally, she had financial relationships with several other banks in foreign countries. It was not long before Catholics, on Vatican’s pay-roll, were installed in key positions within these and other banks and financial institutions throughout the world. Through these banks and investment houses the Vatican soon established control over many other companies and institutions. Indeed, it has been by way of financial investment that the Vatican has regained its present enormous power which dwarfs the power it knew during the early centuries AD and during the Middle Ages. The infamous “Lateran Treaty” with Mussolini and the Fascists re-invented the Vatican and presented it with the dominion it sought over the industrial and technical world which had no time for its archaic god or its terrestrial exploitation. Instead of becoming a relic of the past after the age of Enlightenment, instead of breathing its last due to the rise of Communism and Atheism, the Vatican found itself stronger and wealthier than ever. Its most feared enemies had come and gone. There were no invading barbarian hordes now or people’s revolutions to threaten its autocracy. Heretics had started other churches while Romantics had once disclaimed its god. Intellectuals had criticized the logic and veracity of its holy book and antinomian free-thinkers had exposed its worst moral violations. Lands had been confiscated and given back to the people by nationalists and yet, after a few years, power was once again handed to them on a plate. God certainly did work in mysterious ways.

The increasing prosperity of industry resulted from the mounting belligerent policy of the Vatican’s partner, Fascist Italy. For Mussolini…embarked upon his first large-scale foreign aggression. He attacked, invaded and occupied Ethiopia (1936). The Catholic Church blessed the venture. Priests and bishops sprinkled departing troops, war planes, tanks and guns with holy water. It was a sight to shock the most cynical of unbelievers…the Church helped Fascist Italy secretly with money and loans, transacted through devious channels, thanks to the close kinks which existed between the Italian banks and industrial concerns and the government – Avro Manhattan

Dealing with the Fascists (Mussolini, Franco of Spain, Hitler of Germany) brought exploding profits for the Vatican during times of war. Even though Europe was decimated and although borders were closed and travel severely restricted, the agents of the Vatican could move freely about Europe to carry on their financial dealings. Monies were moved around, taken in and out of countries, while all sorts of deals continued to be made. Nothing abated or constricted the enterprise of the Church. The Vatican was also able to make good use of its international intelligence network and knew what direction to move after it appeared that their great protector and benefactor, Hitler, was in trouble. Toward the end of the Second World War the Vatican secretly began moving its assets to Canada and America. This deed would protect their holdings from the Communists should they, after the fall of Fascism, rise to power in Italy. Through its backing of the Fascists the Vatican inherited untold wealth. From its foreign investments it gained even more. Its banks were already doing business with the most powerful oil companies and American and European corporations, and it had massive investment in armament factories, and in the outcome of the wars perpetrated by its Fascist partners. Should these partners be defeated there was nothing to worry about. Because of unrestricted passage its agents had transferred finances into American and Canadian banks. Whatever the outcome the Vatican planned to survive. Disturbingly, we are reminded by Avro Manhattan, Jon Phelps, Bill Hughes and other scholars who have researched the role of the Vatican in the world wars, that the far-seeing organization, supposed to be operating in the name of Christ and St. Peter, had made significant investments in the machinery of war before war in Europe became a terrible reality. The Vatican had money invested with both the Fascists and the Allies prior to the onset of hostilities. Its pose of neutrality was the perfect ruse enabling it to operate unmolested throughout the world, but it was far from being an accurate stance.

Hitler…Was a Catholic. Acting as leader of the German state, he signed a concordant with the Vatican in 1934 in which it was agreed that he would restore Church privileges and protect Church assets in Germany in return for Roman Catholic political endorsement and support - Richard Kelley Hoskins (In the Beginning: The Story of the International Drug Cartel)

The chief engineer of Vatican involvement in war profiteering was a legendary financial wizard, a Sgr. Nogara. This man, who in fact controlled and played with the Vatican’s money for decades, multiplied her millions a hundredfold…and his motto was that of Pope Benedict XV: “Business is Business.”…He invested in allied industries, chemicals, steel plants, and the like…Thus the Vatican, prior to the Second World War, had many of its millions involved with a vast complex producing war materials. The secretive financial transactions of Nogara also linked Vatican finances with certain large U.S. corporations. When eventually the U.S. was drawn into the conflict…the Vatican began to make considerable profits on the others side of the Atlantic – Avro Manhattan (Vatican Billions)

In the pages of Chapter 19, entitled: First Foundations of a Twentieth-Century Catholic Financial Empire – Avro Manhattan reveals invaluable facts concerning the Vatican’s financial foresight, its investment of huge funds into the machinery of war, and its ploy of playing on all sides of the game of war. Manhattan’s source of the revelation was none other than his personal friend, General Bora Mirkovich of Yugoslavia, who had overthrown the government which supported Hitler’s regime and which would have provided troops for his attack on Russia (”Operation Barbarossa”). When the General nullified the treaty with the Nazi’s, Hitler was forced against his will to postpone his march into Russia for a period of four months. This delay proved fatal since by the time the maneuver began, winter was setting in. In his time, General Mirkovich discovered documents which proved to him that the Vatican had been funding all three factions involved in the war. Recalling the General’s account, Manhattan wrote:

He claimed to have come across financial and diplomatic documents which revealed the extent to which certain Italian financial interests had been involved in supplying war materials to Yugoslavia, controlling interests in Yugoslav armament manufacture and, above all, closely linked with the Nazi war machinery, and that these were closely associated with concerns directly manipulated by the Vatican wizard Nogara. It seemed…that the Vatican became so involved with the three partners (Yugoslavia, Italy and Germany) that it could not be a silent associate of this unholy trio.

This arsenal supplied by the Vatican would soon be used to annihilate the native Yugoslavian Serbs by the notoriously cruel Croatian national forces – the “Ustashi” - whose war crimes and inhumanity surpasses that of the Nazis. And yet, for all their fanatical sadism, their deeds are insignificant when placed and compared alongside those of the Vatican itself down through the centuries. It does, however, provide one horrific glimpse into the the dementia that pervades the minds of these most “holy” of god’s sons.

The Ustase tried to exterminate all Serbs, Jews, Gypsies, and basically all who opposed them or did not hold to their Roman Catholic religion and Croatian nationalism, including some Communist Croats and dissident Croat Byzantine Catholic priests. Once they came to power during World War II, they founded several concentration camps, the most notorious of which was the Jasenovac complex. Exact numbers of victims are not known, only estimates exist. The number of murdered Jews is fairly reliable: around 32,000 Jews were killed during WWII on NDH territory. Gypsies (Yugoslav Roma) numbered around 40,000 fewer after the war. The numbers of murdered Serbs are much larger, and estimates tend to vary between at least 300,000 and 700,000 - (Online Encyclopedia Wikipedia.org)

…Ustashi had been directly financed, not only by Mussolini, but also by Pope Pius XII - Avro Manhattan

In his desperate desire to acquire the relevant documents, the General planned to bomb Vatican City from the air with his Yugoslavian air force. However, the plan fell through due to bad weather. When the chance came again it came too late. Within days the Nazis had successfully destroyed the Yugoslav air force, thus unwittingly ensuring the perpetuation of the Vatican.

…in 1968 a climax was reached when the Vatican after endless legal devices, found itself cornered and agreed to submit to a partial form of taxation “on its stock earnings.” The payment due proved to be no less than a thousand billion lire a year – Avro Manhattan

How large was the Catholic Church’s Italian portfolio twenty-five years after the Second World War? The answer to the question is a difficult one…unofficial estimates by Italian governments at various times, based on scanty information they were able to come by, seemed to coincide with the nebulous hints dropped by the Vatican. According to these estimates, the Holy See owned between 15 and 20 percent of the total stocks quoted on the Italian Stock Exchange. In December 1964 the total value of all these shares was 5,500 billion lire, which put the capital invested by the Vatican, as early as 1964, in Italian stocks alone, at about 500 million dollars. By 1972 this had risen to above 700 million. Yet the Vatican’s investments in Italy represented, according to reliable Vatican sources, only between one-tenth and one-twelfth of the whole of its world investments. This gives the total astronomical figure of 5,000 million dollars – at a conservative estimate – ibid

Roman Catholic Church in the U.S. is an economic giant, not so much because she has penetrated within the economic sinews of the giant corporations, trusts and banks of America, but because she has accumulated lands and real estate, and controls institutions whose real, solid, and material value in terms of money made of her an economic colossus in her own right, indeed, perhaps the greatest colossus of all…any giant corporation of the U.S. can deduct 5 percent of taxable income for contributions to churches. Many churches, but above all the Catholic Church, have fully exploited this little known clause, with the result that the greater part of the giant corporations of the U.S. have given the 5 percent to the Catholic Church. If one looks at the profits of, say, General Motors, IBM, Standard Oil and so on, one can see what vast sums have been received from the corporations… – ibid

Many Catholics are not aware of the close ties between the Vatican and the Jewish money power of the world. The Vatican has, for instance, has had the closest business connections with the Rothschild Dynasty, as well as with other Jewish families and financial institutions. Relations with the Rothschilds can be traced back to the 1800s.

The Vatican…has large investments with the Rothschilds of Britain, France and America, with the Hambros Bank, with the Credit Suisse in London and Zurich. In the United States, it has large investments with the Morgan Bank, the Chase Manhattan Bank, the First National Bank of New York, the Banker’s Trust Company, and others. The Vatican…has billions of shares in the most powerful international corporations such as Gulf Oil, Shell, General Motors, Bethlehem Steel, General Electric, International Business Machines, TWA, etc. At a conservative estimate, these amount to more than 500 million dollars in the U.S. alone - Avro Manhattan (writing in 1983)

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ill break everything down today.

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i always thought its important to incorporate music, heres my favorite song, with a golden rift stolen from built to spills i would hurt a fly. CAGE – BALLAD OF WORMS

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